taking the first step! :)
Saturday, June 27, 2009
So I did it! I've been contemplating this for a while now, months actually but my nerves always get in the way and keep me from doing anything new. But I finally made the call Thursday! I called a local gym and made an appt. to meet with one of their trainers. They offer the program called the "Drop It" program. It's an 8 week program designed to teach you all about nutrition, how to eat correctly, label read, goal setting, accountability, plus the gym does have a daycare and I am also thinking of joining to work out there..depending on what the daycare is like and the people who run it are like as well. I have NEVER left my baby girl with anyone so I don't know how she would do. But anyway I will be working one on one with someone which I think will help me a lot! I am really looking forward to this, I am hoping this is just what I need!
I also would like to thank all of you who commented on my last blog...things have been very hard here at home and I haven't been dealing with the issues well at all. I have let myself go and I realize that I am not helping anyone nor myself. It is time to pick myself up and get healthy. It's not fun when you feel this way, nor is it fun for those around me. I have been overwhelmed and not quite sure how to deal with all my responsibilities. Having another baby at the age of 39 (I am now 40) has been harder on me then I thought it would be. I am trying to cope with all the energy she has and the energy I don't have. Not quite sure how to get beyond my feelings and deal with this..I am just hoping by changing my habits and starting to workout again will help me deal better with all of her energy! :) Thank you all once again!