Friday, June 05, 2009
I will be honest, I am REALLY struggling to eat right, and to stay on track. The exercise I am doing. I have found that if I talk to my Mom or Stephanie, I don't work as hard. But if I put on the headphones and go with the beat of the music - I burn some serious calories! Problem is..they want me to talk. I do understand. My mom is usually at the gym because I'm there. Not for any other reason (she can always work out at home). And I LOVE that she's there. It's just hard to talk and push myself at the same time.
As far as food...this is REALLY a struggle. And what's interesting is it's harder right know, when I know that my friend Ruthie can't hang out with me this weekend. It's not a weekend without her. And when she's not around, I feel the need to REALLY make it a weekend for myself...which means eating bad. ARGH!! I've got to get on track. The scale hasn't moved in 3 weeks. (Well, ok, it did. 2lbs up, but it's back 2lbs). So I HAVE to keep it up. I HAVE to keep it down and get it to move down. I am really going to try, but it's just kind of kicking my butt. And I have done BETTER with my strength training, but I am still slacking. I have GOT to get back to it.