Feeling let down and learning to LET IT GO!
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Have you ever found yourself in a situation where you thought you knew someone so well that they would always be a part of your life. That 'special' friend. One you have known for lots of years and just figured they would always be there till the end of time?
I recently experienced this and am working on 'letting go' of what was and focusing on what is. My experience is with a friend that I've known for 30+ years. One I thought that I would grow old with only to have her make excuses as to why she has no time for our friendship. From my perspective, real friends don't do that so I have been dealing with the grieving of losing a loved one is how I can explain it. I know, in time, this too shall pass. I will never forget her and wish her all the best in the life she chooses for herself which currently is very dark but refuses to help herself in any way, shape or form.
So with this blog entry, I close another chapter of my life and move on to those who inspire and help me feel alive. I'm happier and healthier than I've ever been and I choose to live out my life in this fashion.
Thanks for letting me vent.