Thursday, May 21, 2009
Oh my God!! I sooo need some motivation!! My family is just not behind me on this whole weight loss thing! It's so frustrating when I'm trying to eat my healthy dinner & they're eating pizza rolls or cheetos or some other junk food! They are forever asking me what's wrong or why I'm so down on myself. I am so unhappy & embarrassed by the body that I have now but I just can't seem to keep my motivation. I get it then I lose it, I find it again & then I lose it again!! It's so frustrating!!! It's like riding a roller coaster -up & down up & down..... UGH!!! I am trying to get back to the top of my hill again. I lost my motivation last week & just crashed....Now I'm having a guilt complex & I'm back on my wagon again. Hopefully I will get it right this time & stay on it & keep going!! I need a bunch of kicks in the rear! No, seriously I do!!