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Thursday, May 21, 2009

Last night a client told me that her brother says he knows me. He described me as tall pretty and 50 - 55. She said I don't think she is in her 50's (oh yes I am) I felt deflated wondering where he knew me from and was it during the time I was fit... I've been depressed this week and had toyed with the idea of throwing the towel in the past few days.
A few days good, then backsliding. This is so hard.
I woke up this morning and told myself NO DAMN WAY- I WON'T GIVE UP! What does it take to conquer this?!
White knuckles are on and my teeth are clenched. I can't allow defeated feelings to win the war and just surrender. The battle continues....
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    Thrilled that you left a message. I know I have to dig in and deep to really move forward. I'd be interested in a BL fast start with you and will pass the message on.

    Holy CR## a big move for you! Life is sure full of surprises- isn't it. My computer crashed a week ago and along with it all of my contacts. Please send an email so I can keep in touch. Float/fly safely through the air my friend.

    Jo- Thank you as always for being ready to boost me up or kick my BUTT. I'm wasting energy on the why I haven't etc. I can your hear unspoken words and the law of attraction playing on my negative thoughts "JUST DO IT"
    4060 days ago

    Comment edited on: 5/23/2009 1:42:22 PM
    Hey Girl!

    Sorry you are struggling so much. I wish I could tell you it gets easier. It does not. You have to think of reasons you want to be fit again. Not just to look good either. Like, more energy, easier breathing when walking with hubby.

    I am sorry if I have deserted youall. Life is crazy, jim is being transferred to tennessee. I have been dealing with trying to get ready to move, give up a job I just started. I have been eating like crazy & REALLY UNDERSTAND how TEMPTING it is to say to hell with it. I got up to 215 a couple weeks ago. The only thing that saved me is I have to weigh under 220 to skydive this coming Sat (WITh all my clothes on lol) So, today I was 209 nekkid & I have to be good until Sun AM.......wish me luck.

    What is worth it to YOU to be good?
    You gotta DREAM it, then PURSUE it.
    You CAN do this, you HAVE done this.

    I plan to be in touch a lot more come July. We move the last week of June.
    Have you seen the Prevention Book with the Jump Start BL plan?
    If you want, get a copy. Let us plan a day to start & try to go for just ONE week & see ho wwe do. Then we can plan from there. Let me know.
    Ask the other biddies, unless they are too irritated with me.
    Ya KNOW I love ya!
    4061 days ago
    Please don't surrender. Win one battle, then the next. Next thing you know you will be where you want to be and will feel so accomplished. Sending a hug your way.
    4061 days ago
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