WOULD LOVE TO LOOK LIKE THIS IN A SWIMSUIT
THIS IS WHAT I FEEL I WOULD LOOK LIKE AT 140LBS, THIS IS WHAT MY DR. ORDERED ME TO GET TO..
Don't want the 260-270 Body..
Was kinda O.K. with the 220-230 Body, but wanted out of the 200's
Would love to have that Bikini Pic Body, I'm sure she's between 165-175ish maybe 180 maybe
But no way do I want what the Dr. ordered..140lbs
I mean, while I'm On my journey to eating healthy, working out regularly,receive a clean BILL OF HEALTH and feeling good, looking good,maintaining, and LIVING LIFE, and the scale says 170-175,Is it really that drastic to get down to what the Dr. ordered 140..Maybe I'm stuck on what the Dr. said because 140 seems sooooo far away...huh...I guess I'm nerved up because I have an Aunt who's the same height, same body frame and structure, big butt, everything, we were the same weight, she's older of course, the dr. told her she needed to get to 135-150, 145 would be healthy range for her he stated, when she got to 161, SHE LOOKED SICKLY, FAMILY AND FRIENDS ASKED IF SHE WAS OK AS IF SHE WAS DYING OR SOMETHING, people who know the family asked me if she was on Drugs...I don't want that..I told my Dr. today at my follow up how I felt, he said he knows what's BEST cause he's the Dr...So I asked him about the meds he prescribed me for a pain in my neck, list of side effects far more dangerous than my pain:seizure,nausea, stroke,depression,heart attack, narcotic, and get this, you must continue med and not stop until all 30 pills are taken or you will have WITHDRAW symptoms...but he knows what's best for me...looking for another Dr. He's trying to turn me into an addict...PISSED ME OFF...It's my DAMN body!!!!
OH, YEAH..I WAITED FOR 30 MINUTES FOR THE DR. TO COME BACK IN THE ROOM TO GIVE ME THE ANSWER TO MY MED QUESTION, HE SENT HIS NURSE NOT WITH AN ANSWER, BUT MY NEXT APPOINMENT DATE!!!WTF...