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Coming Back

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Well I had gone off the grid for a while and I feel that I may be coming back. I guess just so much real life coming at me and it was just too much. I am trying to regain my life one piece at a time, it is hard but it is necessary. It is like I am clawing my way out a huge hole, not sure how to get out, some days

I think it was a slow process down that slippery slope; but it just felt so right while in the middle of it, but it always does. Anyway I am trying to get back into the good things of life and stay away from the bad. It is amazing how hard it is. I struggle daily to do it.

So just a little background of what has happened in my life lately.
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  • MANDA_MICHELLE
    it is totally an active process isn't it? i wasn't expecting to be so involved in my health lol. take it one day at a time, and soon you'll be looking down into that hole instead of up out of it. i wish you all the best, drop by and chat anytime :)
    3960 days ago
  • RECREATING_SUZY
    I know what you mean. Some days it's so much easier to reach for the chips rather than the veggies...sigh. That whole real life thing can so get in the way of spark people too. I just don't have the time some days to post all the things I want to.

    Dig a couple steps in the side of that hole, we will throw you down a rope so we can help pull you back out. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ there's a nice rope, hope it helps.

    Suzy
    3972 days ago
  • KELINVA
    I hear you. I too think it's so great when you are in the midst of life and completely unaware of yourself and only focusing on others. But there in lies the problem because if you can't take care of yourself and be the best self you can be, you really can't take care of others. I will be thinking of you today as we share our struggles together. Good luck and know you are not alone, it only feels that way, but you're not. Thanks for the blog. emoticon
    3972 days ago
  • LOSNIT
    I'm feeling the same way. I've been feeling a bit lost lately. I've gained weight instead of losing. Your post helped me feel less alone. I hope you and I can reach our goals, one step at a time. Best Wishes.
    3972 days ago
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