The visitor is here yuk
Monday, November 17, 2008
the monthly one I mean and boy is it hiting me hard. I am so freaking moody and I don't know what else.
I'm in this pissie mood where I keep complaining. Ok, for excample. We still have to get some shopping done before thanksgiving since our family is doing Christmas then so that my SIL doesn't have to travel around christmas time, since her due date is so close. Anyway, I just paid off my credit card about one month ago, and the minute I did that, I put stuff back on it for Christmas
, now I'm struggling to finish the shopping, so what do I do, just go ahead and add stuff on the card, since we already owe on it. Smart thinking, yeah right. Well, I don't know what else to do, I only have one week left and still need to get one present. There is constantly money issues coming up and I'm tired of it.
Anyway, since I feel like blah, I also want to eat like food is going out of style. So, if there is anyone out there, please pray for me, pray that God will give me wisdom and strenght, because I can't do anything by myself. I'm so glad He is in controll and not me.
I love you Lord.