That's what I'm doing, I'm starving right now, and can't wait to eat, but I want to wait for my egg, so I guess I have to.
What have I been up to today? Well took the girls to their schools and came home to find my Schatzi at home. He wants to get stuff done. Ok, get to it. So I went upstairs and vacuumed a little and cleaned a few spots in my carpet. Well guess what, his 'I want to get stuff done' includes me helping him. So I had to vacuum his newly installed carpet downstairs and when he is done cleaning his office, I get to "Bissel" clean it.
Anyway, food wise I have done good so far, I had plain oatmeal with nuts and bananas with milk the German way, not cooked, yuk, I just pour my cold milk over it like it is cereal and I love it. And for a snack I had the other half of my banana and some grapes. Now if my egg would just hurry up I would be happy.
Well, I guess I'll be back later tonight maybe to see what else has happened, and maybe I'll see how my eating went to day.
Ok, I'm back, picked up the girls from School and Anna is helping Chris in the basement. I can't believe I just ate stupid whales. 140 cal. wasted on something that doesn't have any nutritional value at all.
I am hungry, and Lasagne isn't gonna be done for another hour. I should have eaten one of my boiled eggs
Well my plan is to eat one serving of Lasagne and some salad. YUMMY.
We will see how it works.
Ok, I'm back again. I did pretty good, ate about 1/4 of the Lasagne, a salad and some grapes for dessert. And I am still within my calories. I almost gave into the marshmallows my daughter begged me to get her today. Thank goodness I resisted, because once you start you can't stop!!!
But, of course there is always a but and some are bigger then others
, ok, you knew that was coming, I still feel out of control, I just don't have the feeling like yeah I'm on top of it all like I want to be. I know stuff like that is just a feeling and really it's just like love, it's not a feeling, it's an action. So I just need to get off my butt and stop feeling sorry for myself.
I'm gonna have a play date with good friends of ours tomorrow morning. I know I'll be freezing outside, but better then having my house or hers destroyed. And trust me when our kids get together it will be destroyed.
Anyway, I'm off to bed. I hope the world has a good night.
May God bless