Five of clubs
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Am I taking control being in charge of my life?
I am trying to work with my apartment complex, because I really like this apartment, yet, the discussions aren't going well. I called the other apartment, and placed a hold on it til tomorrow.
Well, I'm going with the new apartment. I need a change.
And speaking of changes, the day today started with swimming, and yogurt and watermellon and chicken.........best to you all!
Thursday--got my days mixed up and went for an interview a day early.....me, red faced...oh well, then today, she phoned back, schedule change on her part.....no interview....she'll calll me...check that one off.
This is as long as I have been away from Sparks! I've been eating yogurt more. Reaching for it at work rather than the ice cream.
I usually post on Friday's only, and i'm behind.
I' interviewed once last week, My hearing aids are being slowed down by beaurociarscy......
Today, I wish that I could be someone else, because I don't like me. I have boxes to be filled, some of them are, I've started thowing things away, and I'm all over the place with stuff......I'm moving in a week. Last week, I sat for three days and played video games. I'm eating ice cream, and.....the new apartment is nice, only I wanted to somehow go a bit lower in price sort of starting over and to go lower, I would have had to give all my stuff away. My cats aren't going to be happy in the new place. I'm borrowing $ from everyone......I can't visualize me in any job successfully, that's a bunch of crap too, I wanted to have a circle of friend, and tuch!! I don't even know where to start with this mess.
Darn it, I'm going to be honest.....I don't like the location of the new apartment. I like this apartment.......that is all there is too it. I chose it, and it's nice.