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So here I go again! I know I'm not alone in this. This will make the third time I've re-done my sparkpage. The only thing I have not changed is my spark name and that is because I'm STILL fat and I'm STILL tired of it!
Losing weight is a challenge for me because my life isn't in danger as a result of my weight. Let me explain: My blood pressue: 110/69 My Cholesterol Level: 115 My joints: Feel great, I move around easily with no pain and no restriction and stay active with my kids. Sugar Levels: Normal. No diabetes during pregnancy either. At this point diabetes is not a threat according to my Dr. My weight level: According to my BMI I am morbid obese (ouch).
Outside of my weight I'm a picture of perfect health at this point. In fact, I'm in far better shape physiologically then many of my thin counterparts.
Many of my friends have been successful in weight loss because they were scared for their life and having a future. What source of motivation can I find that is terrifying enough to light a fire under my fanny and get me going?
My source of motivation at this point is going to be my children and doing everything I can do to be an example to them all the while ensuring that I don't send the wrong message of obsession over weight, which is my biggest fear in using them as motivation. I've obsessed over my weight, well, my entire adult life. I don't want that for them. I do want them to be proud of me and I do want them to follow a healthy example.
I'm so very tired of failing. I don't want to fail anymore!!!
Here's hoping that I'll stay healthy in 2010 but finally start to look healthy on the outside.

Weigh In Schedule:

1/11/09--4.4
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3/29/09--


Member Since: 8/28/2008

Fitness Minutes: 330

My Goals:
To cross my legs like a lady again. To feel attractive; especially for my husband. To be role model for my children.


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I've relocated to Spring Hill, TN about 40 minutes south of Nashville, TN. I'm 32 and starting to worry about wrinkles too!! I feel like if I can get a handle on my weight that I won't worry so much about aging. I work full time for a staffing company and have also launched a phtography business. I am also and first a mom of two. I am in Human Resources and have a passion for anything that expresses creativity. I love to sing, scrapbook and decorate my home. My most favorite past time is shopping! I am absolutely a girly girl!


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